YOU DO THE BEST YOU CAN. When I didn't work for 15 months after Apocalypse, I was so young; I didn't know what was going on. I think if I'd been older, I would not have survived it. It allowed me to do my angry young man thing and come to Hollywood and misbehave, but nothing too bad. I had a chip on my shoulder. I thought I was the baddest m.f. on the planet. People aren't always ready to see you eye-to-eye when you have that point of view. I think I've certainly learned a lot of lessons in humility and continue to work on that part of my self.